| WHAT IS DESTINY (?) |
[01 of 12] |
I want to stop wrestling with myself everyday half of myself so willing and the other half a stupid myopic bitch
I hate that side of me so much, I don't know how many times its going to let me fall before it learns its painful lesson
At the end of the day, you are the only one who's going to look out for yourself
It starts now, tomorrow, next year you can keep pushing it away or denying its existence but you should never stop it
Because that's what life is all about, life is pragmatic, life is emotionless, life is a bitch and you've got to be a bigger bitch to live it
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[28 of 11] |
Can't wait for A's to be over
I just wanna get on that damn plane
I think the amount of paint can be better used decorating huts in impoverished regions
There's no point doing so much, honest
I guess it's like a second skin
Ha. Ha.
Dollar dollar bill
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[24 of 11] |
YAY.
Exams are more or less over, only one paper left.
THIS IS THE LIFE.
Waking up at 3 and then watching Hongkong dramas online :3
But I have a retarded eye infection, though it doesn't really matter much.
I'm SO HAPPY!!! :) Yesterday was the most awesome day of my life I swear.
Anyway, I heard this Maroon 5 song on radio and I feel it is pretty applicable in some lives (and also mine):
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
So this is goodbye
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[15 of 11] |
Maybe everything is written in our blood when we are born, carved into our bones when we were formed.
Maybe that's the way it has to be, maybe separation is the key and maybe stubbornness is our downfall.
Why do we speak, think, act, try, want to change everything.
Could we grit our teeth and weather out the storm?
Do we always need a shelter once our fortress collapses, even though it may be flimsy?
But we could always build a new one,
that is the beauty of it.
Life always tears us a new one but eventually we all find our own fortresses.
How long is eventually? I don't really even know.
I'm too tired to even bother finding out.
Take everything, take me, break me. Break me down, please, till there's nothing left. Maybe then I could be patient. Maybe then I could finally be free.
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[12 of 11] |
Papers were so fucking bad
I'm gonna fail
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
FML FML FML FML FML FML FML
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[10 of 11] |
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WHY DO WE HAVE TO BE SO IMPECCABLE
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[08 of 11] |
2 more days till the end begins
Like batman
But I just can't escape it this time
Shudder shudder how I wish it could be over within minutes
I don't want to see the inside of an exam hall
I want to be doing this in the comfort of my own
ZZZZzzzz
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[04 of 11] |
swr fl lk dstryng mslf smtms bt dnn
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who needs vowels anyway
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[30 of 10] |
OMG I'M SO FUCKING BORED WITH MY LIFE.
I wish I could dig a hole and live in it FOREVER
ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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[26 of 10] |
"Feelings are feelings and they don't go away overnight, they don't just disappear,"
-Chris Brown
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Sometimes we focus so much on trying to be superhuman that we forget about our own humanity.
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[10 of 10] |
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"I love you always. Time is nothing."
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[29 of 09] |
I should stop procrastinating and do Something
Anything
Probably study or drink some water
It's not good to spend most of my life in front of the laptop belonging to my pa's company and reading things online
That make me lurch
Somewhat.
I'm going to school tomorrow,
Sigh,
Fuck it.
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[25 of 09] |
Hold on to your words, cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight, when you're asleep.
"You should cut down"
I know it's twisted
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[22 of 09] |
My legs are retaining water again. Like Mad.
FUCK MY LIFE
Wut.
Anyway, I miss Nanyang.
I really want to go back. Because no matter how retarded that place was.
It gave me the best memories, I could ever have in my life.
And it was where I realised that I would never walk alone
Ever.
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[19 of 09] |
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Jom jom jom jom jom jom jom jom jom jom jom jom
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[18 of 09] |
Kanye's videos are all damn weird
zzzzz
No relevance to his lyrics at all
os ts ts fs fs ss ss es yeah
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